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I’d almost forgotten, after those months in South Africa, what democracy was like. Just as when I had left the Iron Curtain countries of Hungary, Yugoslavia, and Czechoslovakia, I could have knelt down and kissed the ground outside the New York State Theater. America … how truly beautiful you are.
~ Joan Fontaine
10 months ago on 3 July 2012 @ 11:45pm 5 notes
I returned to London so stiff from the unaccustomed exercise that I could hardly move. But Noel Coward was escorting me to the first night of Sleeping Beauty with Margot Fonteyn dancing in the leading role. In a glorious Griffe creation of tight-fitting chartreuse satin dripping with velvet grapes, I painfully sat through the first act at Covent Garden. Suddenly everyone in our box stood up and bowed deeply. The Queen Mother entered. I tried as best I could to execute a curtsey, yet the dress and my aching muscles held me in a vise. From his bent position, Noel snickered. The Queen Mother’s eyes twinkled at me, for she could clearly see my dilemma.
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Joan Fontaine

February 1946: Queen Elizabeth and the Royal Family attending a ballet at the opening to the Covent Garden Royal Opera House

Photo by David E. Scherman

1 year ago on 1 February 2012 @ 12:15am 1 note
One Christmas, David O. Selznick’s present to me was a set of imported Lowestoft, a two-hundred-and-fifty-piece set from Carole Stupell in New York. In disfavor the next year, I received a five-dollar geranium plant. The price tag was still on it.
~ Joan Fontaine
1 year ago on 23 December 2011 @ 3:05pm 4 notes

DECEMBER 7, 1941.  Pearl Harbor.  Roosevelt’s voice over the radio telling the American people that this day would “live in infamy.”  Hollywood was stunned but soon rallied: there might be a buck to make out of the war at that.  A series of war films were rushed into production.

-Joan Fontaine

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1 year ago on 7 December 2011 @ 12:00am 2 notes
We returned home and were sitting in my library when Mother entered. She had been out shopping, had left her gloves in a taxi. Describing the gloves to me so that I might telephone the taxi company in the faint hope they might be retrieved, she then said, “Too bad about the President. He’s been shot, you know.” Stuart Daniels and I instantly turned on the television, where we discovered that indeed Mother was correct. We watched as the ambulance drew up to the Dallas hospital, as doctors gave the American public minute details as the President lay, unconscious, on the operating table. Stuart and I sobbed in each other’s arms as all hope was given up. Republican Mother sat in a high-backed leather chair, dismayed at our emotion, fretting about her black kid gloves.
~ Joan Fontaine
1 year ago on 22 November 2011 @ 12:00am

On my twenty-second birthday, my one day off in the two-month shooting schedule, the assistant director called our house at noon, saying Hitchcock wanted me on set at four that afternoon to rehearse a scene for the next day. No, I didn’t need to be in costume and makeup. Begrudgingly, I drove to the studio, where I was told to wait on the set in my green canvas cubicle until called. When I could have been home, working in the garden, enjoying my day of leisure!

Suddenly I heard “Happy Birthday to You” being sung by many voices. Emerging from my dressing room, I was surrounded by the entire crew, Monty Westmore, George Barnes and his assistant, Jack Warren, my hairdresser, the wardrobe girl, and Hitchcock. On a tea table, the gift of one of the carpenters, who had made it himself, stood a lighted birthday cake. An afghan crocheted by the wardrobe girl. Assorted presents from the crew. The only actor present was Reginald Denny, who told me the hour’s delay was caused by the fact that numerous telephone calls had been placed to Judith Anderson’s dressing room, where the other actors had congregated.

~ Joan Fontaine
1 year ago on 22 October 2011 @ 12:15am 3 notes

“I donned my wedding dress, unfortunately putting the petticoat under instead of over the hoop of my satin gown.  The photographs of us coming out of the church, published in a spread of the wedding by Life magazine, clearly show my error.  My wedding day had not started well.”

-Joan Fontaine

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1 year ago on 1 August 2011 @ 12:15am 5 notes

“After we’d signed necessary documents, he asked of us two things.  First, that I be baptized.  I promised that I would, but didn’t say when.  His second request was that we kneel down and pray before consummating our marriage, and every time subsequently that we indulged in marital relations.  Embarrassed, scarcely knowing each other, Brian and I got the giggles.”

-Joan Fontaine

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1 year ago on 1 August 2011 @ 12:00am 4 notes
I remember making your bed one morning when I was nine. Being uninitiated in the vagaries of the female body, when I found a spot of blood on your bottom sheet, I was convinced you were dying. I kissed the dried blood, finished my chores, and streaked off to hide under the honeysuckle hedge. I cried for days whenever I could find the luxury of solitude.
~ Joan Fontaine to her mother Lillian Ruse
2 years ago on 8 May 2011 @ 12:30am 4 notes
I could never understand why you weren’t with me in Santa Monica when my daughter was born. You never suggested it. When I telephoned you from my hospital room after Deborah’s birth, your only concern was that you shouldn’t be called “Grandmother,” but that “Gams” would be acceptable because of your beautiful legs.
~ Joan Fontaine to her mother Lillian Ruse
2 years ago on 8 May 2011 @ 12:15am 2 notes
Flowers die … even sunsets. Friends have left me, love affairs have crushed me, but you, Mother, were indestructible, made of the substance that lives forever. You had immortality about you.
~ Joan Fontaine
2 years ago on 8 May 2011 @ 12:00am 10 notes

Microphones were thrust in front of us.  Brian was to deliver a message to the R.A.F. pilots who would be listening to a shortwave rebroadcast.  Did he have anything in particular to say to these brave airmen?  Brian said yes, indeed, he did.  “Chaps, keep your peckers up!”  Silence enveloped the Temple.  The girls fled in embarrassment.  The presiding minister blanched.  Only when I got my English husband back to our hotel did I inform him that in America “pecker” did not mean “chin.”

-Joan Fontaine

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2 years ago on 27 February 2011 @ 1:54am 5 notes

Ginger Rogers Presents Award for Best Actress to Joan Fontaine at the 14th Annual Academy Awards

From the dais, Ginger Rogers, to whom I had lost the previous year, slowly read the list of nominees for the best-actress award:

  1. Bette Davis for The Little Foxes
  2. Greer Garson for Blossom in the Dust
  3. Barbara Stanwyck for Ball of Fire
  4. Olivia de Havilland for Hold Back the Dawn
  5. Joan Fontaine for Suspicion

And then she said, “The envelope, please.”  The banquet room was silent.  The gentleman from Price, Waterhouse slithered onto the stage.  With trembling hand he presented Ginger with the sealed document.  The mike amplified the sound of the ripping of paper.  Ginger cleared her throat.  “The winner is … Joan Fontaine for Sus—” The last syllables were drowned in gasps, whistles, applause.

I froze.  I stared across the table, where Olivia was sitting directly opposite me.  “Get up there, get up there,” she whispered commandingly.  Now what had I done!  All the animus we’d felt toward each other as children, the hair-pullings, the savage wrestling matches, the time Olivia fractured my collarbone, all came rushing back in kaleidoscopic imagery.  My paralysis was total.  I felt Olivia would spring across the table and grab me by the hair.  I felt age four, being confronted by my older sister.  Damn it, I’d incurred her wrath again!

Actually, Olivia took the situation very graciously.  I am sure it was not a pleasant moment for her, as she’d lost the preivous year for Melanie in Gone With the Wind in the supporting-actress category.  (She’s made it up with two Oscars since, for To Each His Own in 1946, and for The Heiress in 1949, so the evening was only a temporary setback.)

There was nothing for it but that I get up, shakily make my way to the rostrum, and accept the award.  Cries of “Speak, speak!” echoed through the room as I tried to find my voice.  I haven’t the faintest idea what I said in my acceptance speech.  God knows I hadn’t rehearsed anything.

It was a bittersweet moment.  I was appalled that I’d won over my sister.  At twenty-three I may have been the youngest leading lady to receive an Oscar. 

February 26, 1942

2 years ago on 27 February 2011 @ 12:00am 6 notes

One morning two weeks later the telephone rang as I was cooking breakfast in my rented cottage near Warwick. It was the first I knew that Olivia had arrived in Santa Barbara. “How is she? How is she?” I blurted, my heart beating fast.

“Well,” too calmly replied my sister, “she’s sitting up in bed. I’ve put a ribbon in her hair and given her a manicure.” She continued without hesitation,” Id don’t think she has cancer at all.”

~ Joan Fontaine on the final illness of her mother
2 years ago on 26 February 2011 @ 11:32pm
The fever returned. This time it was partially emotional. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, couldn’t think, didn’t care. Olivia, in the United States on a lecture tour, and Sister O’Hara nursed me at Sister’s house in Quogue. Because of her marital difficulties with her second husband, Pierre Galante, my sister seemed able to understand what I was going through. Olivia undressed me, put me to bed, held me in her arms as she sang a Japanese lullaby from our childhood … “Nen, nen, korori, okororiyo.” Still the tears would not stop.
~ Joan Fontaine, when her lover Dr. Noh left her
2 years ago on 26 February 2011 @ 11:04pm 4 notes